The last week was a disaster. I attended work 2 days out of 5. And now, another absence. I don't really understand what's going on here. I feel like I'm a jinx. I attract the most unfortunate of events.
I try to be strong for my girl who is in a dire situation right now. Her dad has the right side of his body paralyzed. The blood clot on the left side of his brain w/c caused this has already been dissolved but seeing your old man like that is a daunting task. you would wish to be in his place and take the hit for him. With this, they always have my prayers.
My girl has gone home to Butuan to be with her dad. Though I had to let her go, I even encouraged her to go, it ain't easy getting left behind. counting the days that gone by. With each day my longing grows. I thought she'd be back by now but it seems I would still have to wait a week or two.
At work, it's a dog eat dog atmosphere. There are only a few of us who don't really give a fuck what happens around but enough is enough. I have bled for these motherfuckers and what do I get? Nothin. When I "discover" something I could do to boost my stats legally, these shitheads complain. when I do the assigned task to me and my stats hit rock bottom, not a single soul notices.
So here I am, lettin' it all out on a blog I haven't touched for a while. I was off from work again today. damn chest pains are killing me.
I do hope one day, I can read about success, of love of joy...coz today, this is just too damn dark.
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